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Grace Grzybouski (London,
Ontario)
Have you ever been in a situation where you say to yourself,
"What on earth am I doing here?" Well, that’s how I felt the
day that Val and I were traveling down the 401 on our way to
Detroit to fly to the Dominican. It’s not that I hadn’t
prepared myself for the trip...
For two and a half months our team had met once a week
learning Spanish songs and common phrases, collected monies
and resources and then packed items to take along. But now
it was really happening. I was on my way. My husband was
back in London and for the first time I was heading out
without him.
I had bought a book to read a couple of weeks before we left
and although it was meant for reading material on the
plane...I started reading it in advance. The book, written
by John Ortberg, was called "If you want to walk on water,
you’ve got to get out of the boat". He prefaces his book by
saying that "The Bible is, among other things, a list of
unforgettable walks...But perhaps the most unforgettable
walk of all was taken by Peter the day he got out of a boat
and walked on the water." Peter’s walk stands as an
invitation to anyone who, like him, wants to step out in
faith to experience more of the power of God.
One of the first paragraphs that caught my eye said, "I
believe there is something -Someone- inside us who tells us
there is more to life than sitting in the boat. There is
something inside you that wants to walk on the water - to
leave the comfort of routine existence and abandon yourself
to the high adventure of following God." That’s exactly how
I felt when Val and Allana started discussing this trip to
the Dominican. There seemed to be no other choice but to GO!
So as we traveled down the highway I felt that I had jumped
out of the boat, but I wasn’t sure yet if I was going to be
able to walk on water.
My experience in the Dominican was a true walk of faith and
included much personal spiritual growth. From the moment the
van stopped in front of the Dominica Life Skills School and
Orphanage on that first Sunday, I knew I would never be the
same. We saw the children come toward us and greet us with
genuine, warm, tight hugs and "telling" eyes. The church
service that followed along with communion for everyone was
very emotional and very meaningful for me. God spoke to me
that first day through the children. He used a medium that
He knew would leave an impact on me...one I could not
resist.
Ortberg says "When you take on a challenge, it builds the
core of who you are, even if you don’t perform flawlessly."
"So it always is when somebody gets out of the boat. They
are never quite the same. Their worship is never quite the
same. Their world is never quite the same. Whatever the
results, whether they sink or swim, something will have
changed.
And so it was for me...because of my team members and the
children and adults I met in the Dominican, I will never be
quite the same. As I walked on the water, I learned that
"Jesus is waiting to meet you in ways that will change you
forever, deepening your character and your trust in God."
And so it was for me...because of my team members and the
children and adults I met in the Dominican, I will never be
quite the same. As I walked on the water, I learned that
"Jesus is waiting to meet you in ways that will change you
forever, deepening your character and your trust in God."
My walk on the water isn’t finished yet. I have to go back
to the Dominican and continue to help with the job that has
been started. I would challenge each of you to think about
stepping out of your boat and taking a walk on the water.
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